synecdoche.

As a single footstep will not make a path on the earth, so a single thought will not make a pathway in the mind.
To make a deep physical path, we walk again and again.
To make a deep mental path, we must think over and over the kind of thoughts we wish to dominate our lives.

Tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
oh god haha his manners, his horrible dance moves, his wit and intelligence AND of course his foreign good looks and tan panamanian skin lol i’m secretly in love.

What on your body is hurting or bothering you?
my head and my knees are all bruised.

What was your last thought before going to bed last night?
i’m sure i was thinking “i better wake up on time for my exam, otherwise i’m sooosososo fucked”

What are you listening to?
california stars by wilco

What’s something you’re not looking forward to?
saying goodbye to ben :( & my anthro exam.

Where do you think your best friend is right now?
dorm, erin’s house, JT’s house, bedroom, etc.

Have you kissed anybody in the last 5 days?
yes.

Sex on the first date?
no.

Kiss on the first date?
its been known to happen

Is there one person you want to be with right now?
yesss

Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
i’m happy with the majority of it. 

Is there something you would like to say to someone?
yes. 

What are three things you did today?
104% on my sociology exam, switched dorms, watched trashy tv at ben’s

Would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
eh, depends. 

What is your favorite kind of gum?
mmm spearmint. 

Are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
mmm yeah i guess

What is on your wrists right now?
voodoo wristband, ponytail and charm tie

Do you hate when people call you when you’re sleeping?
yes

Ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
probably

Who’s the biggest slut you know?
BAHAH. 

Does anyone have strong feelings for you?
yeah i think so! 

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
:( boo. 

Have you ever wasted your time on someone?
lol yes, how sad to think about. 

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
yes! 

How have you felt today?
productive! tired, loved, super fat lol 

You receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
clothes, maybe a concert ticket. 

What is wrong with you right now?
i have an exam to study for and i haven’t looked at ANYTHING yet. 

Would you rather have Starbucks or Jamba Juice right now?
starbucks

Why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
he wasn’t emotionally ready for a relationship and couldn’t be there the way i needed him to be. 

How late did you stay up last night and why?
5-6AM because i was on adderall and couldn’t sleep 

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
just now

What were you doing an hour ago?
watching tv with ben. 

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
christmas! going home for a bit, coming back to baton rouge and staying with mollie & erin and then going to dallas for alexa! redecorating my room!! 

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
no haha isn’t that strange?

Are you wearing jeans right now?
no

Are you a patient person?
probably not the most patient.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
of course.

Favorite color?
teal

Are you missing someone?
yes

Did you have a dream last night?
yes and it was SUPER weird so i’m glad you had to ask this lol

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
soccer shorts.

If someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
ben

Do you love anyone who is not related to you?
yes

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
better now than never.

Do you like meeting new people?
love it

Are you afraid of falling in love?
nope

Ever liked someone older than you?
yes lol pretty much anyone i have ever dated. 

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yeah

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
all the time


— 10 hours ago
i loved her first.

i loved her first.

— 1 day ago
"Make a radical change in your lifestyle & begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances & yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, & conservation, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, & hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new & different sun. If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security & adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning & its incredible beauty."
INTO THE WILD.
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